H.K.

Woo.. Such a long time haven't blog. Am such an unqualified blogger, since I'm so lazy to type out what is happening or what is in my mind.

Nyway, since now my mood is good, might as well just write a lil. Just finished doing my last lab report. Took me 2 hrs. Am in charge of discussion and conclusion. Shouldn't take so long to do. Yet, when I received the data sent by group member, I found out that there's something not very right in it. I know I should finish the report by 5pm today. And it's already 2pm and I'm so tired. So I have 2 choices: Do it first then only take a nap or the reverse. Since I'm always not the hard-working type, sleeping always comes first. Hehe. So I happily took an hr nap without worrying whether I will be able to finish it on time. And yay! At 4.50pm, it's done! Thank God!

What I learn from this small thing is that, when you let yourself rest knowing that your body needs it, the result will turn out to be better. If I continue to do the report with an exhausted mind, I don't think the efficiency will be good. Same goes to studying. When I know I can't absorbed what I'm studying, I will give myself a rest. Of course cant over do it. Too much rest, no study = lazy. Too much study, no rest = crazy. So i need to have a good balance in it since time is such a great gift from God. I want to be a good steward of everything God's given me.

Much to learn yet. And life is always so exciting because you can never finish learning^^ 4 years of uni life - make the full out of it!

Yesterday my heart was a bit heavy. When I knelt down and prayed, I realized that I couldn't form any word to tell God my feelings at the moment. Yet, after a while, it seemed like my heavy burden had been lifted up by Him who is forever gracious. I'm so thankful.

"O Lord, You have searched me and You know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
You perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down;
You are familiar with all my ways.
Before a word is on my tongue You know it completely, O Lord. "

My roommate Siaw Ping was worried about me. When I was going to bed, she suddenly told me that she wanted to pray for me. So, both of us sitting opposite to each other, holding hands and praying together. It's a wonderful moment knowing that I'm not alone in this trial. God sends friends to help me in going through all the circumctances.

28/12/09 - The first day of class. Couldn't imagine I actually went to library and borrowed books. Last night I spent few hours doing homework, revising and preparing for 2moro's lesson. It's not like me at all. Must be my last sem's result drove me crazy dy. Lol.

1 and a half month holidays passed by so fast. Besides giving tuition for a few times, going library to on9, shopping, playing keyboard, watching TV, carolling practice,... I didn't really do many things. When I was thinking, "Oh no, my holidays would just pass like that!" - Chee Khoon called me and said he's planning a trip to Langkawi. LANGKAWI!!! It's been 7 years since I been to there.

Let the song do the talking.
"My strength is almost gone, how can I carry on, if I can't find You."

Praise You in This Storm

I was sure by now
God that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say "Amen"
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
and takes away.

Chorus:
And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
and takes away

Chorus

I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth

Chorus

Came back to campus from holidays. From my comfortable life at home.
And this is what I got.
Migraine . Vomit . Diarrhea . Flu . Cough .
What happen to my body?
I think it takes time to adjust myself back to the hectic campus life again.. Hehe.

Anyway, by God's grace, I will surely go through it! Am very thankful to my lovely and caring committees who prayed for me before the meeting. Thanks to Loong Wei for helping me to lead also. Hehe.

I realised that it's so hard for me to hide my happiness. My roommate will surely spot it and mengambil kesempatan to laugh at me. Then she will suddenly become worry and ask me not to be angry. LOL! Of course I won't get angry when people tease me (get numb de, hehe), so it's impossible to be angry with my lovely roommate.



I want to learn from my roommate. Every little thing can make her happy. Good! Just like Joy. Are all Sarawak girls like that? Hehe. Am really blessed to meet so many angels around me, no matter in CF, Da Zhuan or other places. I hope I can be an angel to others as well;)

1 senior and 1 junior are worry about my academic. Haha. In order not to let them down, I will try to find back the motivation to study lo. 2 months to go before final exams!! Gambate!!!

My Schedule For 2 weeks:
Wed(26/8)
10am: Chem. Reaction Eng. Test 1
5.15pm: Meeting with HEPP
7.30pm: CF Bible Study 2 at DK11

Thu(27/8)
Environmental Eng. Test 1
8pm: 1 week Fast & Pray at Lembaran Meeting Room

Fri(28/8)
9am: Progress Report on Process Control Assignment
1pm: CF Prayer Meeting at Foyer Lembaran
7.30pm: CF & Da Zhuan Combined Event at Chinese Methodist Church (CMC)

Sat(29/8)
9pm: 1 week Fast & Pray + CF Committees Meeting at Lembaran Meeting Room

Sun(30/8)
10am: Sunday Service at Parit Buntar Baptist Church (PBBC)
10.30pm: Watch Night Prayer Meeting at PBBC

Mon(31/8)
9pm: 30-Hour Famine Camp post-mortem meeting at Lembaran Meeting Room

Tue(1/9)
Process Dynamics & Control Test 1

Wed(2/9)
7.30pm: CF Speaker 2 - "Strange Theology" at DK11

Thu(3/9)
2pm: Separation Process Test 1

Fri-Sun(4-6/9)
CF Family Camp o9' at Christian Convention Centre (CCC), Batu Feringghi



Mm.. Looks like I can't find any;P

30-Hour Famine DIY Camp in our campus had come to an end. Yet I believe it's just a beginning for us to take a step further in involving ourselves in social works.

By the way, I found myself losing 2 kg as I weighed yesterday night. *crying*

2 tests are coming up. Chemical Reaction Engineering on Wed and Environmental Engineering and Management on Thu. I'm not bluffing when I said I haven't studied at all. My roommate sees me going in and out everyday, doing this and that.

Well.. I will do my best, and let God do the rest~