Rachel

Woo.. Such a long time haven't blog. Am such an unqualified blogger, since I'm so lazy to type out what is happening or what is in my mind.

Nyway, since now my mood is good, might as well just write a lil. Just finished doing my last lab report. Took me 2 hrs. Am in charge of discussion and conclusion. Shouldn't take so long to do. Yet, when I received the data sent by group member, I found out that there's something not very right in it. I know I should finish the report by 5pm today. And it's already 2pm and I'm so tired. So I have 2 choices: Do it first then only take a nap or the reverse. Since I'm always not the hard-working type, sleeping always comes first. Hehe. So I happily took an hr nap without worrying whether I will be able to finish it on time. And yay! At 4.50pm, it's done! Thank God!

What I learn from this small thing is that, when you let yourself rest knowing that your body needs it, the result will turn out to be better. If I continue to do the report with an exhausted mind, I don't think the efficiency will be good. Same goes to studying. When I know I can't absorbed what I'm studying, I will give myself a rest. Of course cant over do it. Too much rest, no study = lazy. Too much study, no rest = crazy. So i need to have a good balance in it since time is such a great gift from God. I want to be a good steward of everything God's given me.

Much to learn yet. And life is always so exciting because you can never finish learning^^ 4 years of uni life - make the full out of it!

Yesterday my heart was a bit heavy. When I knelt down and prayed, I realized that I couldn't form any word to tell God my feelings at the moment. Yet, after a while, it seemed like my heavy burden had been lifted up by Him who is forever gracious. I'm so thankful.

"O Lord, You have searched me and You know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
You perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down;
You are familiar with all my ways.
Before a word is on my tongue You know it completely, O Lord. "

My roommate Siaw Ping was worried about me. When I was going to bed, she suddenly told me that she wanted to pray for me. So, both of us sitting opposite to each other, holding hands and praying together. It's a wonderful moment knowing that I'm not alone in this trial. God sends friends to help me in going through all the circumctances.